I promise....

Waiting thousands of years to meet you
But just need an instant to love you
With me, our love is an adventure
Because of you, I will risk all my life

Your sigh make me feel painful
My tears for you are always sweet
Although this world change, my heart will not
The memories of you is eternal
Because of you, I will do everything

Living for you is my promise
If ever I lost you, what would I scared to lose?
Just need happiness, our love is not wrong
Endless time can’t tear us apart

I still remember your black hair
Miss your beautiful eyes
My tears for you are always sweet Our love make this world moved
Day by day, year by year
Although this world change, my heart will not
Because of you, our love will be resurrect

  Living for you is my promise
If ever I lost you, what would I scared to lose?
Just need happiness, our love is not wrong
Endless time can’t tear us apart

Living for you is my promise I will wait for you forever
If ever I lost you, what would I scared to lose? I will wait for you forever
Because of you, I will suffer these pains Love is not wrong
Endless time can’t tear us apart

Please, afterlife, wait for me….

Ashq reh reh kar meri aankhon se bahey jaate hain

Ashq reh reh kar meri aankhon se bahey jaate hain,
Yeh woh mehmaan hain jo,bin bulaye chale aate hain.
Hijar ke mausam mein dilon ka sisakana saari raat,
Shama khamosh hai magar ham tau jale jaate hain.
Baat kehni thi nermi se magar zubano ki talkhi,
Lafz kharon ki tarah dil mein chubhe jaate hain.
Meri bebasi pe rota hai,barasta aasman abhi bhi,
Yeh woh baadal hain jo aahon se buney jaate hain.
Aaj phir tere dil ne humein tarap kar pukara aise,
Bina rahon ke kadam teri janib uthey jaate hain

Khamosh raat ke pehlume sitare na hote

Khamosh raat ke pehlume sitare na hote,
inn rukhi aankho mein rangeen nazare na hote,
YAKIN maniye hum bhi na karte parwah,
Agar aap itne pyare na hote.

Pyaar ko dolat ki nazar se na dekh Faraz….
Insaan ban, Zardari na Ban.

Usey kehna k bin us k din nahin kat'ta
Sisik sisik k kati hai raat usey kehna

Teri surat se nhi malti kesi ki surat,
teri tasvir ko hum hathu me ley pharte hai.

Jab kisi ke sapne kisi ke aaman ban jaye,
jab kisi ki hasi kisi ki muskan ban jaye,
pyar kehte hai use,
jab kisi ki saanse kisi ki jaan ban jaye.

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Bas ek tera ehsaas hai

Ek Tera Ehsaas Hai….
Jo Har Waqt Mere Sath Hai
Ek Teri Yaad Hai
Jo Din Raat Mujhe Tarpaati Hai
Ek Umeed Hai Bharosa hai hamare milne ka
aik doosre ka hojane ka
Na Chain Hai Na Sukoon Hai
Ye Kaisa Mera Haal Hai…!
Ratain Hogai Hai Itni Lambi
Jo Kaate Nahi Katteen…
Na Bhook Hai Na Pyaas Hai
Na Koi Aas Hai,Na Koi Paas Hai
Bas Ek Tera Ehsaas Hai
Jo Har Waqt Mere Sath Hai

Aaj Kal Woh Hum Se Baat Nahi Karte Hain

Aaj Kal Woh Hum Se Baat Nahi Karte HainRaat Se Din Aur Din Se Raat Nahi Karte Hain
Aate Rehte Hain Khayalon Main Har Pal
Par Asliyat Main Mulakaat Nahi Karte Hain
Kahan Hain, Kaise Hain Aur Kis Haal Main Hain Hum
Bereham Koi Sawalaat Nahi Karte Hain
Ashkon Main Doob Gayi Hain Palkein Aur Phir Zindigi Bhi
Band Barasna Yeh Ashq-E-Jazbaat Nahi Karte Hain
Bhool Gaye Hain “muskaana”, Aur, Koshish Bhi .. Di Hai Ab To
Kia Karein Manzoor Yeh Haalaat Nahi Karte Hain
Aik Dam Aa Jaayein Who Saam Ne Aur Lag Jaayein Seene Se
Pyaar Karte Hain Hum Un Se Sacha Koi Bataye Unhein Uff
Koi Kasoor Hum Aji, Hazooraat Nahi Karte Hain
Khafa Kyun Hain? Yeh Pata Ho To Mana Lein Un Ko
Par Woh To Koi Bhi Ishaaraat Nahi Karte Hain
“gum Naam ” Ki Patti Pe Jo Shabnam Hai Sookh Na Jaaye
Kisi Ki Zindigi Yun Hi Barbaad Nahi Karte Hain

The Pain is shattering me inside..

The pain is shattering me inside..
I find no peace anywhere on earth..

Maybe thats all I deserve for loving you..
Thats what I hv been sentenced..
'Crying in lonely sleepless nights
and still wishing for u to cum back..'

how long shud do hv to burn like this..
screaming for a moment of relief..
pls lie for a moment that...u love me
So that i can find a reason to live again..

Forgive Me for not being able to let go,
I'll forgive You for never holding on ... ♥ ♥ !!*

IS IT OVER ????

A VERY VERY SPECIAL AND HEART TOUCHING POEM.. 

IS IT ALL OVER??

Is it over between us
I hope that you'll stay
I know we are different
In so many ways

But our differences could
Be worked out between us
And if they can't be
I won't make a fuss

Life without you
Would be so blue
Just remember
I'll always love you

Please let's just
Give it a chance
I just want to have
Our special romance

PLEASE COMMENT AND IF YOU LIKE THEN SHARE IT WITH YOUR FRIENDS.. THANKS

lyrics of ‘emptiness’ (tune mere jana kabhi nahi jana ishq mera dard mera)

The song has been sung by Rohan Rathore, an iit student of guwahati.. Was suffering frm cancer nd loved a gal.. Nd dedicated dis song 2 her nd died 15 days after recording..
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This is an extended and modified video of the song along with lyrics by...
Abhishek Adhikary (me) and Rahul Pandey (my friend).. students of Bengal College of Engineering & Technology, Durgapur..

This is an Awesome song... and we have tried our best to be with each and every word of the song.....

Hope you guys will like it..

Ho love of mine..

with a song and a whine..

You’re harsh and divine..

like truths and a lie..

but the tale end is not here..

I’ve nothing to fear..

for my love is yell of giving and hold on…

in the bright emptiness..

in a room full of it..

is the cruel mistress ho ho o…

I feel the sunrise..

that nest all hollowness..

for i have the way to go.. not come…

And i feel so lonely yea..

There’s a better place from this emptiness..

And i’m so lonely yea..

There’s a better please from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….

Aa.. aa.. aa…..

Tune mere jaana..

Kabhi nahi jana..

Ishq mera dard mera.. haaye…

Tune mere jaana..

Kabhi nahi jana..

Ishq mera dard mera …

Aashiq teraaa..

Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..

Jaane jahaan a..

Puchho toh itna kehta hai..

And i feel so lonely yea..

There’s a better place from  this emptiness..

And i’m so lonely yea..

There’s a better please from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya…

Fir ek Cigrette

Fir ek Cigaret Jala raha hu,
Fir ek Teeli Bujha raha hu,
Uski nazar me ye ek Gunah hai,
Mai to uske Waade bhula raha hu..
Samajhna mat Isko meri Aadat,
Mai to bas Dhuaa udaa raha hu,
Ye uski Yaado ke Silsile hai
Mai Uski Yaade Jala raha hu..
Mai peekar itna Bahak chuka hu
Ki Gam ke Kisse suna raha hu!

The Wait

Lips are dry, eye lids are shutting

Hazy vision, my dilated pupils

Palms are cold, cant feel the

warmness of blood, my pale hands

Flushed face, the dead skins are

peeling, shedding hair, my big forehead



Temperature of my body, swollen neck

guarded by a muffler, my burning skin

Capsules filled with white powder, the

magic potion to bring back life, my weak legs

Woollens trying to protect the frail, swollen

heart, in the wait for the care, my soggy eyes.



Friction of joints, the cracking sound of

bones, in the pain of parting, my quivering fingers

Dark ceiling, three blades of the motionless fan,

the room, the double bed, my empty heart

Shadowy vision, tears rolling down, soaking the

pillow, the thin blanket of sympathy, I shiver and wait...

Love & Death

Will you make love to me tonight?
This night, where I see your face
The full moon shining on you
Your smooth skin, I brush my fingers
You don’t shiver, a lock of hair hiding an eye
I kiss your closed eyes, eyes close forever
Will you make love to me ever?

Missing

I see you as I look into the water
green, calm, peaceful face
the face I see in my dreams and
search in real, the face I miss beside
me, beside the empty part of my bed
I hug the pillow and breathe, may be
you can hear, may be you can feel,
far away in a distant land where you
move restlessly every night hugging
a pillow, touching the cotton but not me

Lovingly Yours

Your naked body covered by thick white blanket
I walk on you, look back and see my trail
following me where ever I go, your blue and
green waters locked in a passionate kiss forever,
I watch, I hear them making love, love of your
serene beauty, I feel your warmth in your freezing
body. I walk as a lover on your frozen waters,
your guards in olive watching me close.
I close my eyes and wonder if I made love to
you in my dreams or was I dead.
I open my eyes seduced in your thoughts, you are
calling me, calling me to visit you again and asking,
when I’ll make love to you. I say I miss you my love,

Promise

As you sit in silence,
Wondering why
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
Until your tears run dry.

When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.

Forgiving Friends

you are my best friend
You always will be
Yet sometimes I get mad at you
And you get mad at me
Sometimes I don't understand
Sometimes I don't know what to do
But remember always
That I will forgive you

Friends Don't Always Last

I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.

It's His Fault

Why do you beat yourself up
because you had the courage to love
gave all of yourself in hopes that he was the one

Why do you beat yourself up
When it was his choice to be unfaithful
His choice to hurt you

Why do you beat yourself up
Knowing that you had done everything for him
supported him, comforted him, 
loved him more than you loved yourself 

Why after his lies and deceit
do you still love him? and want him to love you
Why after the repeat of hurt and trust being lost
do you think that he deserves a love as pure as yours

Why do you beat yourself up
over what you could have done better
when you know deep down there was nothing

What makes you search for answers as to why 
when they will not change the past
Nor mend your broken heart

Why when a man decides to cheat do we blame ourselves?
why does it make us question every little detail about who we are 
Make us think that we are not worthy of love

Why when a man cheats do we still long for him to change
Realize how wrong he was, and fall in love with us again

Why do you beat yourself up
When you deserve more
When all that you have done is loved someone completely

Give yourself time and the pain will subside 
and the mourning will cease
You will see that you are still you
Still wonderful, beautiful you

Nothing has changed except your experience in love
And your determination to share love with another

As you can never truly love someone until you learn to love yourself 

I love you Brigitte, and I will be there any time you need me...No one has ever made me write a poem before so I hope you understand how much I love you.


NOTE = "The reason I wrote this poem was to help a friend. She is so lost right now and I want to help. It hurts me a lot to see her doubt herself because of a man. Not believing in herself anymore because he cheated on her. I hate that men can have the power to not only hurt you but make you blame yourself for their wrong doings. I don't write poems but I just needed to do something."

A Broken Heart

How do I mend a broken heart?
My entire world has fallen apart.
How do I find hope in a brand new day,
when the one I love has gone away?
My mind overflows with memories of you,
of all that we've shared, all that we knew.
I long for your touch and your warm embrace,
the look in your eyes, the smile on your face.
My dreams are filled with your soft gentle kiss,
I wake and cry for all that I miss.
How do I mend a broken heart, 
when my one true love and I are apart?
My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do?
Our moments together were precious and few,
but I cherished them all more than you knew.
I love you my angel and always will,
I loved you then and I love you still.