Only hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope....

FLY TO WHO U ARE...

Watch ur flowers
dance with the winds
Listen to snow flakes
whisper ur name
Feel all the wonder
lifting ur dreams

U can fly...
Fly to who you are
Climb upon ur star
U belive you find ur wings
Fly to ur heart...

Touch every rainbow
Painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through ur life
A sprinkle of picxi dust
So cool ur night
U can fly. ...
Fly to who you are
Climb upon ur star
U belive you find ur wings
Fly u can fly to ur heart...

Every where you go
So will find a home
U will free to spread ur wings. ..
Fly u can fly. ....
To ur heart...

What once was mine...

Flower gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back What once was mine. ....
What once was mine. ......

Heal what has been hurt
Change the fate's design
Make the clock reverse
Bring back What once was mine. ....
What once was mine. ...

I love You Poem

I LOVE YOU

Sun rises and sets down

But his remembrance hasn’t gone

Thought his life partner is lucky

I was unlucky to separated him

Straying in thick forests alone now

She finds new life at his daily touch

I suffered of his separation daily touch

Put his arms around her neck daily

That elegant circle hasn’t in my body lot

How much he goes near to her body

But from where i searched his fragrance

Mad winds of his city, towards me

Come from unknown streets that

Left behind his fragrance in some way

The message sent him by winds that

May God live you long life

I have been deprived of him

But May God bestow him of

Everlasting love and happiness

All Because of you

Its all because of you,
I'm never sad and blue,
You've brightened up my day's
In you own special way.

How can I get you to understand,
That I love you more than I can,
How can I get you to see,
Your the only girl for me,

Its all because of you,
My dreams came true,
Your everything Ive wished for,
and I could never wish for more.

I cant describe how much I care,
But when you need me I will be there,
To wipe your tears when you are sad,
To make you happy when you are mad,

Nobody is as special as you are to me,
Now I hope you are beginning to see,
Just how much I care for you,
And all my feeling will always be true.

Love for you

I thank God he sent you to me,
For you and I were meant to be.
We have a bond too strong to break,
We have a love no one can take.

In you, I have found a love so true,
My heart is filled with love for you.
Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat,
You make my life whole, you make my life complete.

My love for you grows more with each passing day,
The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away:
Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness,
Those luscious lips I love to kiss.

The day when I become your wife,
Will be the happiest day of my life.
Even thinking of that day makes me smile,
I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.

I dream of that day when we'll both say, I do
For always and forever... I will love you.

All I need in life is You

Lilies pure white float over the water,
we admire the blooms in the noonday sun;
the love we both share is so very much warmer
because you and I are one.

Look at the hills beyond the green valley
It is God's glory. His will has been done.
Heather of purple ~ O sight to be seen
and children are having such fun.

Across open meadows together we saunter
Golden coins, silver coins...we have none.
Wealth and riches only introduce trauma.
All I need in my life is my own cherished one.

The Wait

Lips are dry, eye lids are shutting

Hazy vision, my dilated pupils

Palms are cold, cant feel the

warmness of blood, my pale hands

Flushed face, the dead skins are

peeling, shedding hair, my big forehead



Temperature of my body, swollen neck

guarded by a muffler, my burning skin

Capsules filled with white powder, the

magic potion to bring back life, my weak legs

Woollens trying to protect the frail, swollen

heart, in the wait for the care, my soggy eyes.



Friction of joints, the cracking sound of

bones, in the pain of parting, my quivering fingers

Dark ceiling, three blades of the motionless fan,

the room, the double bed, my empty heart

Shadowy vision, tears rolling down, soaking the

pillow, the thin blanket of sympathy, I shiver and wait...

Love & Death

Will you make love to me tonight?
This night, where I see your face
The full moon shining on you
Your smooth skin, I brush my fingers
You don’t shiver, a lock of hair hiding an eye
I kiss your closed eyes, eyes close forever
Will you make love to me ever?

Lovingly Yours

Your naked body covered by thick white blanket
I walk on you, look back and see my trail
following me where ever I go, your blue and
green waters locked in a passionate kiss forever,
I watch, I hear them making love, love of your
serene beauty, I feel your warmth in your freezing
body. I walk as a lover on your frozen waters,
your guards in olive watching me close.
I close my eyes and wonder if I made love to
you in my dreams or was I dead.
I open my eyes seduced in your thoughts, you are
calling me, calling me to visit you again and asking,
when I’ll make love to you. I say I miss you my love,

This is written for all my dear and sweet friends :)

Everyone should have a friend like you
You are so much fun to be with
And you are such a good person
You crack me up with laughter
And touch my heart with your kindness
You have a wonderful ability
To know when to offer advice
And when to sit in quiet support
Time after time You've come to my rescue
And brightend so many Of my routine days
And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am
that my life includes you
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :)
Im 1 of the luckiesTT PERSON In dis entire worlDD..2 have a sweettt,awesum and a lovinG FRND LYK uuuuuuuuuu :) ♥ ♥ ♥.


LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!
thanks for all your support and love :)

Crazy Holding On

Once there was a man who had an orange shirt.
Once there was a girl who went out dancing in a skirt.
Once there was a park they found they fed the frantic ducks.
Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck.

Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date.
Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate.
Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too.
Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two.

Now they are both lonely, now they live alone.
Now he has a cold and empty (tidy) hollow home.
Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart.
Now he has decided that they really have to part.

Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete.
Now that she can't dance again, her heart weighs down her feet.
Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away.
Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days.

Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then?
Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again?
Is he glad it's over? Can he get on with his life?
Is he really so very certain she would have made a useless wife?

Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times they had.
Given all the heartache, lies and times he made her mad.
Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain.
Given all the risks, would she do it all again?

Can he really say that he won't want her back one day?
Can he really like his life now better in this way?
Can he forget her face, the mess, the giggles and the love?
Can he find someone else to love him more than she could love?

If she really loved him, he said she'd let him go.
If he understood her feelings then he would know that it's not so.
If he were less stubborn, if she could care much less.
If they had never spoken there wouldn't be this sorry mess.

But time has taken prisoners, their lives are now entwined.
But even if they never meet again, the past is not left behind.
But can she start all over? Just forget him and move on?
But even if she can, will he be glad with what he's won?

Is that really what he wants, to never see her smiling face again?
Will it make him happy, will he live on without pain?
Will he be thinking of her, is he too proud to cry?
Will it wrench his heart in two if he sees her kiss another guy?

And can she forgive his faults, and accept him as he is.
She wants to have him back and say there's nothing to forgive.
He's told her that she's crazy, that he may never want her back.
She's told him that she loves him and though its a risk, she'll live with that.

She wants him to live with patience, to give him time to heal.
The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.
We don't choose who we can love, and love doesn't really die.
You can find it in your heart again, I love you, so please try.

I Want You

I want to be your companion
and walk hand in hand,
your strength enveloping mine. 
Autumn leaves falling,
scuffing feet and laughter,
sharing nights, not finished by the dark.

I want to be your confidant
as you pen your deepest
thoughts, as your heartaches
bleed and finally break free.
Your dreams, I keep as if my own.
I want to smile as you smile
and giggle with you
at nothing at all.

I want to be your lover
and find the passions
that move you to action.
I want to be the softness
that induces you to trust.
I want to be the naughty
that makes you come back for more.
I want to please you.

I want to share your breakfast
and your dinner,
I want you in the shower
and in your bed and
with soft steps to bring you coffee
(I take mine black)
Your strong arms, the legs
that power your thrust,
your lips of pleasure,
these are the fuel of my desire

no it is no secret, my love,
and to put it very simply,
I want you.

THE GIFT (dedicated to my frnd Warsha)

I don't have much to give you
in the way of material things.
But then, I have never been a material person . . .
so it wouldn't matter much anyway.
I do have something to give you, though . . .
and I hope you accept this gift with joy.
I have chosen not to wrap it . . .
I want it to be presented to you
as pristine as can be.
And anyway, decorations or wrappings would
certainly ruin the effect.
And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . .
unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed
of my nakedness.
You have already captured a piece of my heart,
and you have captivated my soul.
The only thing left for me to present to you
is my very being . . . and I do that willingly,
happily, and most of all . . . lovingly.
Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . .
seeing the desire in your eyes
for the very first time.
I don't believe in all of my life,
I have ever witnessed a moment
as beautiful as this.
Neither one of us can speak . . .
and we are finding, even breathing, is difficult.
Your heartbeat is pounding out a rhythm
that almost assaults my ears.
I can hear it from where I stand across from you . . . 
and every beat speaks of your love for me.
I am giving you this gift tonight,
because I desperately want you to look inside.
I want you to open this package that I offer you,
slowly . . . lovingly . . . sensuously . . .
and search for what lies within.
You don't have to look far, you know . . .
everything I feel for you is just below the surface.
So it shouldn't take long for you
to discover the beauty awaiting you there.
Go ahead . . . open this gift as a child would
on a snowy Christmas morning . . .
in a hurried fashion . . . rather like a frenzy, if you will.
But once that initial gift is opened . . .
and the passion subsides . . .
Please promise me
that this gift I give you . . .
this gift of myself . . .
is only just the beginning.

love note 19

To My Love, 
I have feelings of love for you every second of my life. Taking help of this special day, I am expressing my deepest feelings in these simple words. From the day I saw you are in my eyes like vision. My heart beats with your name and my mind is hypnotized with your thoughts. I can feel you always near me like the soul in my body. My love, we are always together! If you want to see me, just close your eyes you will feel your self in my arm. I have a wish to die in your arms with you kissing my lips when I leave this world.
LOVE
Just for my love
sumit

love note 18

jaan,

You don't know how you make me feel each time I see you online or offline. I wait for only you all day. You are always in my mind and heart. I feel your presence with me though we are too far away from each other. We came so close to each other in such a short time, I truly think we must have known each other in another lifetime. You have shared your soul to me & I have shared mine with you. While writing this I have so much emotions inside me that I feel like crying because I miss you so much. I feel so happy and complete even in our silences. I feel I am connected to you through my soul. Your caring attitude, thoughtfulness & sweet personality has captured my heart and for that I am so grateful to you. All I know is wherever life takes us I hope you'll always know how much I thank Babaji for bringing you into my life:)
Hugz forever
sumit

love note 17

After so many years of life's loving you and the tragedies we have shared, I LOVE YOU. I hope to give you reasons to live for tomorrow and forever, I LOVE YOU. This is for the phone calls we make every day and night just to say, I LOVE YOU.On this day we exchange candy and flowers but I would like to exchange I LOVE YOU'S FOREVER. You are my Valentine every day not just on the 14th of the second month of each year.
sumit

love note 16

Jaan,
You are the world to me. U make my life totally complete. They say that absence from those whom we love is worse than death, but I feel that in absence we realize how strong our love is. I feel so complete with you and as you have always told me that 'if our love is true, God will surely show us the way'. I love you with every beat of my heart. Happy Valentines Day!!!
Love u Hamesha...

love note 15

My Dear Jaan
Happy Valentine's Day. You have made my life complete. You are my sonpari which comes in my world to give more shine to my life and my surroundings. I love you bahut bahut sara jaan. I am very lucky that u r with me. I pray to god that they will bless you with happiness of the entire universe.
Your King Jaanu
Sumit 

love note 14

My Love,
Because, this is our first Valentine day together, I would like to use this opportunity to say:
"I am Delighted to have you in my life and I thank God for what you have done to make my life again worth living for. I believe we have been chosen for each other, no matter how you look at it, its right. Continue to be the strong, intelligent, wise and beautiful woman  that you always are. God will see us through! Just believe! "
Happy Valentine Baby from Me to You...
Love you,
Sumit