Happy Birthday Prachi

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
There's so many things, I just want to say.
You inspire many, with your thoughts and actions,
We're all so grateful, for your calm reactions.

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
You've always been there, when we needed you to stay.
Kindness and thoughtfulness is your forte,
Our love for you, we wish to convey.

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
We wish you the best, without any delay.
Hope you enjoy it, from beginning till end,
Here's a hug and kiss, we're ready to send.

Happy Birthday Sakshi

To the 'PRETTIEST GIRL AROUND'
with the most~
'PREFECT SMILE'
let me say ~
happy happy birthday to you ~
i lift up my glass with a~
'LYRICAL Toast'
just as 'BUEATFULLY BRIGHT'
and 'ALWAYS SEXY'
as to say to you ~
I hope you have a ~
happy happy birthday~
that only a

happy happy birthday ~
to a 'WONDERFUL GAL'
as 'HOT-O-licious'
and 'SWEETLY FRIENDLY'
as 'like TITLI [butterfly], GOOD GIRL YOU'




GOD Bless You Sister <3

My Unfulfilled dreams

We all have hopes and dreams.  We all go through times in our lives when we come up with ideas of things that we would like to accomplish in life, places we would like to be in the years ahead.  It's a natural human tendency, it seems, to come up with an ideal that we would like to fulfill in our futures.
But what happens when the years go by and those dreams never come to fruition?  What happens when we find ourselves, years later, in a situation that's so far removed from our ideal that we can only think that we've somehow failed, that we haven't accomplished our life's desire? It can be a very devastating experience.  


I'm losing hope that this dream will ever come true, and sometimes I would get upset at God for not helping me to make this happen. So this has been a great impediment in my living a full life.  Sometimes I'm unable to be happy in the moment because of these unfulfilled dreams.  It's those 'why couldn't it have been?', 'why didn't it happen for me?' times that rob me of my joy for today.  And as much as I know and have read that real peace is internal, I also know for me, that the environment where I spend my time makes a difference."



 suppose that the bottom line is that all of our dreams are available to us if we're willing to take risks and make sacrifices.  Can't afford that summer vacation that you dream of?  Where can you make sacrifices? Going out less? Renting fewer movies?  Ordering fewer pizzas?  Do you wish you lived somewhere else?  Find out what it would take to move there, and go.  The most important thing to consider, though, is your current situation and where you see yourself going if you stay in it.  If you see yourself developing very little in or getting very little from your current situation, maybe it's time you examined those dreams of yours to see where they may be directing you.  We've been given dreams for a reason, and much of that reason is to give us something to strive for.
Let your heart guide you--if it tells you to stay, that's where you're supposed to be, and make the most of it.  If it tells you to go, then take the risk and make the most of that.  If faith in God is part of your life, ask Him for guidance, then listen for the answer; and whatever that answer may be, follow it, for you will be taken care of.

Congrats!! We completed 5 years together

today is 24 dec. you would be wondering why i am remarking this date and would be eager to know that
what is so special in this date (24 dec)
24 dec is a remarkable and a very special date for me, on 24 dec I met shona and we chatted for the first
time on 24 december only :) today 24 dec 2010 it will be 5 yr. Long time yaar really long time.
As like normal couples life we have also seen UP/DOWN in our relationship. sometime I was wrong or
sometime she was wrong. Sometime it happened coz of misunderstanding.. but it doesn't matter yaar it
common in every life, we have fight with parents and when we realize our mistake we come back and say
sorry to our parents, sometimes we are too stuborn to accept our mistake and let the relation goooooo..
Sometime I even did same, i didn't accepted my mistake even though I was wrong :( I know that its wrong
but still i dont feel like saying that and accept my mistake.. (Boys will be Boys :P )
anyways I really feel sorry for all those moments and i apolozise for all those $hit caused because of me,
I should never heart you and try to understand your problems. :'(
but dear sometime you were also wrong and didn't tried to understand my problem "ladkiyo ki naak me hamesha gussa kyu chada rahta hai ??"
you think that i am ignoring you and i dont love you anymore. just want to say YOU ARE WRONG IN THIS CASE..
har baar tum thodi sahi rahogi. :P

Today is 24 dec 2010, we have completed 5 years together, i just want to say sorry for all those time whenever i
caused you trouble or problem or made you feel sad or made you down.

Just one request KEEP SMILING, NO MATTER WE will be together in future or not JUST DONT LOOSE Your beautiful smile..
i did lots of efforts to make you smile :) :) :) :) ;)

Thanks for being with me, mujhe  5 saal jhelna koi mamuli baat thodi na hai :P but you did it yaar... gr8 :)



"TERE BIN JEENA NAHI, O MERI JAANE WAFA,
ZINDAGI BHAR SAATH RAHKAR MUJHE HONA NAHI HAI KHAFA,
TU MILI TO MUJHE MIL GAYI, ZINDAGI KI HAR KHUSHI,
JISM MAI HOON MERI JAAN HAI TU, BIN TERE MAI KUCH BHI NAHI,
KAHE KYA SUN ZARA, AATI JAATI SANSON KI SADAA!!!!"

i am sorry

i dont know you will read it or not, but i want to tell you the reason for behaving like this.
i am not like this, you knw that very well, the reason is that yaar i cant forget you and our
previous relation like we used to chat and al that, whenver i do msg to u it remind me of the previous chat we were doing
and all the talks we were doing, yaar i really cant forget our previous relation and it is confirmed by you
that now we r only friends and we have no right to do these kind of chats and talk.
but i am sorry, i cant forget you coz i only LOVED you no one else. so its really hard for me to
forget my old memories.

i just want to say sorry.
be happy and keep smiling :)
love you loads and loads...
a tight hug for you.

Note- its not love tip, love poem or anything.Its just a note for my friend.

I NEED YOUR COMMENTS.

missing my home

It's cloudy today No sun to be seen The humid air lays heavy Pressing, closing in to sufficate The trees are still No breeze to be felt The dry ground looks lifeless I should be saying 'thanks' The sun isn't pounding down today Killing everything in its wake But this never ending heat It just won't go away Whether cloudy or sunny It takes your breath away But that is Texas What do I expect Ohh..to be on my mountain today Feel the air cooling  Going from summer to fall See the pines changing Needles falling Gentle breezes swaying the surrounding giants The bears foraging Preparing for the snows Squirrels scamping around Gathering their acorns Quiet, Peaceful And the air... Light Easy to breath Not suffocating Ohh..to be sitting with my Grandmother In front of the fireplace Sipping cocoa Watching the changes going on outside Seeing the winter coming on that makes the summer bareable You can hear the woods whispering all aound you It's seasons changing Mother nature at work

This is written for all my dear and sweet friends :)

Everyone should have a friend like you
You are so much fun to be with
And you are such a good person
You crack me up with laughter
And touch my heart with your kindness
You have a wonderful ability
To know when to offer advice
And when to sit in quiet support
Time after time You've come to my rescue
And brightend so many Of my routine days
And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am
that my life includes you
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :)
Im 1 of the luckiesTT PERSON In dis entire worlDD..2 have a sweettt,awesum and a lovinG FRND LYK uuuuuuuuuu :) ♥ ♥ ♥.


LOVE YOU ALLL!!!!
thanks for all your support and love :)

Another Great poem (Tania sydney)

its awesome :) thanks taniya

A poem by my friend (Tania sydney)

a poem by my facebook friend

A Personal Note for my "GHOST"

Hi, the thing i am going to write here is neither a LOVE LETTER, nor a LOVE TIP.. its just something personal which I want to say to my "Ghost" through my site.. i hope my "Ghost" will read it....

My dear "Ghost", 

i cant take your name in my site due to some reasons, 

i never thought that  i will get this much close to u and u will become my need... i will never ever forget these 15+ days which u enjoyed in India, your msgs and the fights we did through sms... although we never meet and i stayed abt 2000 km + from you but i can always feel your smile, your sadness and can feel u and ur feelings.. may be this Note is SOUNDING kind of CRAP and STRANGE... so my req. for those who r reading this is plz stay away from it.. as its quite valuable for me and so special for me and this "Ghost" has a very special place in my HEART... 

     Coming back to the topic, really yaar i never thought that i will become this much close to you and just want to say few things, as its 12 AM currently and after 9 hr u will left INDIA but not place from my heart (Bum)..

Do you remember our phone conversation? My goal was the love of a lifetime and a lifetime of love with a person who knows me, who understands me... (although i knw my search is not over yet, but still i wish if i will get a girl like you then i will be so happy :) That is not much to ask is it?  That is me, swinging for the fences and expecting great things.  It will always sadden me that I did not get to share that life with you.

You may have thought, in the last few months, that you had forever missed out on that life with me.  That was not true.  If at any time, you boldly stepped forward and stated that you wanted nothing more than a lifetime of love with me, you would have received a seemingly unending hug and a shoulder wet with my tears.

Instead, you have made some relationship decisions that have troubled . You are a good and trusting person, but I think you are also vulnerable due to the unresolved sorrows in your life.  I am saddened that my love wasn’t able to do more to heal your wounded heart.

It appears our relationship has dwindled down to a one way conversation via e-mail. Although you may read them, I feel they don’t really reach you.  It has been very disheartening to be pushed out of your life for the sake of a rebound relationship with one of the walking wounded in the battles for love.  I thought I accounted for more in your life.

So, this is goodbye. I will miss you Faire Princess, just as I have in every moment in so many last days... that I have been going through.  My heart was never really satisfied unless I was holding you in my arms. I have loved loving you and being loved by you.  You have grabbed hold of my love and embraced it like no one else ever has.

Please give me a call when life allows you to enjoy a warm hug, a good meal and one of our loving heart-to-heart talks on the couch.  I will look forward to that day... if it ever comes.

Goodbye My Ghost

and plz stay in touch through mails :)

NOTE- Some of the parts of mail are taken from forum, some other site and after many things i joined them and formed a letter, though i knw i am not good in writing but i hope that, the person whom i want to tell this UNDERSTAND