i am broken

When you left
For the first time
I felt like
I was dead inside
For my interminably love for you
Was a ever lasting curse
Forever bonded me
To the poisonness of your words
I let your words
Get to me again
As I relive all those times
When you locked me
In that dark place
I cried and cried and cried
To an inch of my life
I carried the chain of my love for
you
Until the end of time
Until my soul is rotten to the
core
Until my insides are gradually
replaced
With a millions flesh eating
maggots
Punishing myself night after night
Reliving the dark abyss of your
torments
I shall never love another again
For my heart is still rotten
Full of your poison
For my being is still broken
Decaying from the inside